As an artist it is hard to accept certain emotions and emotional outcomes. they become stronger then any feeling;
feelings of self, of loneness, of doubt.. even feelings of limitless ego .. suppressed by the reality of your "art"
It's at times easy to get lost in the hype of what you think you've become and what you will one day leave behind. crafting and molding who you want to become as an artist is frustrating when your personal life doesn't match. I've felt this, and I've beat the emotions that my ego was so set on protecting, but I realized, in order to become an artist you have to neglect your ego and channel its energy into something tangible, you have to continue to feel emotions that gave you the initiative to become an artist, to become something much more then what you are today... tomorrow isn't promised but my words will last forever, as long as I craft them into existence... in Zion "Existence" (Death of Ego)
Photos by Seneca Piner